​​if you only knew letra

I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine

If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you
If you only knew

(Oh)

I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help

I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own

If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you
If you only knew

Take me out of this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me out of this hell
Oh, I'm not myself

I wanna tell you
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew

Alexander Stewart - Letras

• ...Ready For It?
• 24 Hours
• 2U
• Aftermath
• All Night
• All Time Low
• Attention
• Back To You
• Backwards
• Bad Liar
• Best Damn Thing
• birthday cake (duet) (feat. Dylan Conrique)
• Blame's On Me
• Break Up With Your Girlfriend, I'm Bored
• Broken By You
• Castle On The Hill
• Chained To The Rhythm
• Cheap Thrills
• Closer
• Cold
• Compare Myself
• Could Have Been
• Crying In The Club
• day i die
• Delicate
• Despacito
• Different People
• Don't Give Your Heart Away For Christmas
• drunk thought
• Echo
• Enamorado
• Enamorado (Dave Audé Reggaeton Remix)
• Fetish
• Friends (feat. Kurt Hugo Schneider)
• Gone (feat. Lost Frequencies)
• Gorgeous
• Green Light
• Hallelujah
• Havana
• He Never Will
• Honest
• House Of Cards
• How Far I'll Go
• I Don't Wanna Live Forever
• I Got You
• I Hate U, I Love U
• I Wish You Cheated
• I'm The One
• I'm Trying
• ​​if you only knew
• In My Blood (feat. Emma Heesters)
• Issues
• It Ain't Me
• Just Hold On
• Leave Me In The Dark
• Liability
• Lost Boy
• Love Incredible
• Love On The Brain
• Make Me (Cry)
• Malibu
• New Rules
• New York State Of Mind
• No Excuses
• No Tears Left To Cry
• No Thanks
• One Last Time
• Paris
• Party Monster
• Passion Fruit
• Perfect
• Pressure
• Rockabye
• Say You Won't Let Go
• Scared To Be Lonely
• Shape Of You
• Shy
• Side To Side
• Single
• Something Just Like This
• Starboy
• Stay
• Strip That Down
• Symphony
• Thank U, Next (feat. Serena Rutledge)
• That's What I Like
• The Cure
• There's Nothing Holding Me Back
• This Is Your Life
• Titanium
• Too Good At Goodbyes
• When You Love Someone
• Without Me
• Wolves
• You (feat. Shaggy)